So at least once a month if not more (make it twice this month) I dream about my stepmother. Or… since she won’t claim me as a child* I won’t be claiming her ass as my stepmother. From here on we’ll call her penny pinching blood sucking gonna kill my father before he’s 55 selfish ignorant barren fucking BITCH – or then again maybe we’ll just go with WS.

Anyway, I have these dreams about her. Incredibly vivid, violent dreams where I kick the shit out of her without remorse. I could describe every one of these dreams to you like they just happened.. but I’m already slamming the keys hard enough as it is. Fuck, I hate this woman.

My dad has asked her for a divorce (again) but we all know it’s not going to happen. He told her to get herself a lawyer (again) but like the time he threatened to sell their second home – she already HAS a fucking lawyer. She already has her shit sorted.. But like my dad said, she’ll back down & he’s just too damn lazy to do anything. He’d rather spend the rest of his days (& the way things have been going it could well be days) moaning & groaning about what a bitch she is & how depressed he is.

Well you know what? I’m fucking sick of it…

Either get off your arse & file for the goddamn divorce or shut the fuck up. We’re all fucking tired of this shit.  Yes I hate the woman, but it still upsets me to hear these things over & over..So don’t talk to me about it anymore..because I swear to fucking Satan, when I come back home next month you will hear about it. It’s no longer in me to hold back on her ass. I just can’t do it. 10 years of this crap has taken it’s toll on more than you Dad.

And to think he actually expects me to respect her after all he’s told me. Like you respected her on your wedding day when you had your tongue down another man’s throat in the bathroom?! Yeah no shit I’ve got all the ammunition I need, you want a divorce? I’ll give you a fucking divorce.